My Sobriety Journey: From Rock Bottom to Renewed Hope
2018 marked the beginning of my sobriety journey—a decision that changed my life in ways I couldn’t have imagined. I was fortunate to find a lifeline through Celebrate Recovery at my church, a program that became my anchor during a time of immense struggle.
But let me be real: that first meeting? It was hard. I walked in alone, feeling the weight of my own shame and self-doubt, and found a seat by myself in the back of the room. I didn’t know anyone, and I felt completely exposed, like everyone could see how broken I was.
At that moment, I was at rock bottom. Emotionally drained and fighting battles I could barely admit to myself, I knew deep down that alcohol had to go. I told myself, If I can just quit drinking, maybe—just maybe—I can stop adding to the chaos in my life.
And it worked. Sobriety didn’t just lift the fog of headache and heartache; it opened the door to healing I never thought was possible.
That night, as I sat quietly in my own world of turmoil, a song started to play. The words, the melody—they hit me like a wave, and I couldn’t hold back the tears. It was as if someone had put into music all the emotions I couldn’t express.
Before I knew it, someone came and sat next to me. They didn’t say much, but they wrapped their arm around me, offering the kind of silent, unwavering support I didn’t even know I needed.
I’ll never forget that moment. I’m so grateful for songs like that one, for people who step into your pain without hesitation, and for recovery programs that create spaces where lives are saved and transformed.
That song still means the world to me. If you’re reading this and you’re in a dark place, I hope it brings you the same peace and hope it gave me. You’re not alone. 💟amber graziano